For a kid who didn't really talk a ton throughout her life, she knew how to get a point across.. She had an ability to understand, listen and take direction without speaking real words until somewhat recently. She was only 3, but but I think she was fine without it! Why learn to talk when you can communicate all the same? Kenzie did things her own way, she is such an individual in that regard. I admire how she stroll(er)ed throughout life without fear. She's the only one of Trevor and Kayla's kids that I could toss in the air. She would beg "more!" I would also hold her up and then lean her back upside down, even as a baby she loved it. The ways she darted around the island in the kitchen without a thought of catching her head on the cabinet hardware. She'd scream and squeal in a piercing pitch. I miss chasing you around, Kenz. The fact that she could swim before she could talk speaks to her courage. She also drove her electric jeep with some real finesse for a two (or so) year-old! I wish I could go back and capture all those priceless moments Kenzie shared on a daily basis. I think about her everyday and how I can carry her spirit in my heart.

I've made some goals since Kenzie's death. I know her passing was an unavoidable health condition but a reminder of our health nonetheless. I've been neglecting that and have made an effort to just drink more water! Along with the physical reminder there's an emotional one. We all loved Kenzie so much. I'm astounded by how tragic loss can teach that. I, now more than ever, feel a desperate need to show my love to everyone else in my life to honor the love I had for Kenz. I need to tell and show my love to those I love, often. Lastly, I wish to go through my own life with the same zeal and bravery McKenzie displayed. I will trust myself and make decisions without fear.

I love you, Kenz! You'll always be our best friend ❤️